The nonsense path

I am confused because I swim in the swamp of illusions. I will not try to go in circles, how to avoid this? I started from the nonsense and I arrive in the swamp of illusions by the way of confusion... now it's easy not to turn back .. but when I will be further how can I do it? rules .. I almost fall in the temptation of adding rules, we add rules to everything around us, the nonsense as I see it has no rules. So this means that I can go in circles? a perfect circle is not possible, but turning back to the same point it is .... so I must assume I am going in some kind of spiral, a degenerated spiral.
Back to swamp of illusions before writing I know the end of the post: the sand bag. I don't see the connection yet maybe it should be like this. Since there are no rules and I refuse to think my expression ends in a sand bag.